I finally got a regular period! Thanks be to God. I nearly thought it would never happen. I guess this means that my body has healed or is at least nearly there.
We discussed adoption again... Hubby said he still wants to try one more time. I said my heart can't take another failure. I know other women have failed and failed and failed again only to finally have their heart's desire. Maybe I am a wimp, but this being our 3rd miscarriage since we got married, I just don't think I can muster up enough moxie to try again and fail and again and fail.
Yes, next time I might not fail and actually have a baby, but I just can't live with the fear every day just waiting for the baby to miscarry again. I would have that fear till the baby is born then I would be worried about SIDS for 3 years. At least I know that adoption is not out of the realm of possibility.
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Hi Suni, I was hoping you were feeling better. I left a message a few days ago about having miscarriages when I first got married also. What I didn't tell you is that I gave my body time to rest and then was able to four children! I did have to have a hysterectomy after that, but at least I got my family.
I don't think you have to worry about sids. I don't think the two problems are connected.
My son and daughter in law have adopted four beautiful children. We couldn't be happier. That might be what's in your future, and if so, it can still be wonderful.
I think with some good rest though and get advise from your doctor, I think you'll be able to have your own babies. Peggy
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