Sunday, July 08, 2007

Time to Grieve




I have had time to grieve today, but I haven't gone insane. I have cried, but not gone over the top. I don't know what to say about that other than I guess, maybe, I have found some semblance of sanity... even if I am not at peace within myself. I am just glad to finally be alone and able to cope without noise.

2 comments:

supermom_in_ny said...

Suni,

You've been on my mind. I didn't even know about your condition. I followed the link from the payperpost blog to read this.

I'll be praying for you...

SuperMom in NY

Lena said...

Hi Suni,
Here is a song that has really helped me through this time... I hope it will bring you comfort as it has for me. You are in my thoughts and prayers!

Go to this link: http://www.myspace.com/watermarkcom


Here are the Lyrics:

Glory Baby

Glory baby you slipped away as fast as we could say baby…baby..
You were growing, what happened dear?
You disappeared on us baby…baby..
Heaven will hold you before we do
Heaven will keep you safe until we’re home with you…
Until we’re home with you…

Miss you everyday
Miss you in every way
But we know there’s a
day when we will hold you
We will hold you
You’ll kiss our tears away
When we’re home to stay
Can’t wait for the day when we will see you
We will see you
But baby let sweet Jesus hold you
‘till mom and dad can hold you…
You’ll just have heaven before we do
You’ll just have heaven before we do

Sweet little babies, it’s hard to
understand it ‘cause we’re hurting
We are hurting
But there is healing
And we know we’re stronger people through the growing
And in knowing-
That all things work together for our good
And God works His purposes just like He said He would…
Just like He said He would…

BRIDGE:
I can’t imagine heaven’s lullabies
and what they must sound like
But I will rest in knowing, heaven is your home
And it’s all you’ll ever know…all you’ll ever know…