At least it is for my baby. They tell me that I should go in on the 6th to have another blood test done to see if this is all just a fluke or whatever. I kind of already know that my HCG level will be at zero when I get the results. The people at the hospital couldn't even get a positive urine test for pregnancy on me this time. A clueless nurse just popped in with that lovely information, infuriating the nurse that had been taking great pains not to upset me. The doctor removed a bunch of tissue that I would have lost anyway. I am still losing tissue and blood. I started last night and it just got worse overnight. I am still having hella cramping. I am so heartbroken that I can't even breathe. I can't mourn, as my son is still looking me in my face. I don't know what I am going to do now. I just don't know.
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Oh I am so sorry to read this. I was just stopping by your site and read your news. I am really sorry, looks like you could use a hug ((hugs)). Praying that the support and comfort you recieve from your friends and family will help get you through this time.
I am so sorry that this is happening to you- I understand your feelings totally.
Thanks for your comment- it's quite a heartbreaking thing... to have the baby youv'e hoped, loved, dreamed, and prayed for gone- instantly.
I am defiantly having a hard time as well- if you need to talk you can email me at lgtoews@hotmail.com.
All the best-
Lena
I am so sorry for your loss.
Sweetie - I am so so sorry for your loss. I know how much you wanted this. We definitely have an angel to watch over us. Hang in there. Hugs!
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